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20:46 Apr 18 2012
Times Read: 576

We Shadowed Daemons Have No Right To Be Loved nor Love.

In the shadows I lurk

in the night I come out.

I have a hideous look

that scares humans

But animals and beasts

adores me.

I have a heart of a human,

The look of a beast

Rotten soul yet withered heart.

I died long time ago

when I was born.

Sticks and stones

humans threw at me.

Nasty and disgusted glances

was shot at me,

Curses, insults and provocations

flew at me and hurt me deeply.

I cried with blue velvet tears,

I prayed for my sins though

I never knew what have I done wrong

but what people keep telling me

is my existence itself is the worsts

shame and sin ever and if I die

I will be forgiven.

I tried to kill myself in many ways

but there was always something

sinister to stop it.

when I was hit by a large stone on my back from the cliff to the river i fell down

swimming i didn't know

loosing my senses I was

bleeding i was

and drowned I was.

someone saved me

thought me what love and hate is

accepted me for who i am

and never once abandoned me

angel that person was

pure hearted and kind he was

yet for loving me and protecting me

his life he lost.

from then I knew that

whoever loves me

punished he or she will be

for someone like me that are many

yet hidden in this cold world

can never be loved

are not allowed to love

if we love, that love will never be returned

if we are loved, their lives they loose

and with guilt we live as our penitence

For I am one of those called shadow daemon

this is who I am.

COMMENTS

Juliana
12:59 Apr 21 2012

A very lovely and sincer poem

We are two Souls in one.
16:38 Apr 15 2012
Times Read: 581

We are two Souls in one.

I am Nocturnal,

I want to be left in peace

I like being alone and

Have no one near me.

I am scared of what can

Happen cause I am not alone.

With me there is another one

who host this human body.

A creature that due to years

Have grown stronger.

We used to get along before

And we still do.

Sometimes its dormant

and sometimes is awake.

It protects me from being

used, or mistreated

It protects me from being

thrown away or abused.

Once its awaken,

its power is unleashed.

Nothing stops it unless

I want to.

I become like a mirror

I am seeing what its doing

and saying to other people

who dared to harm me

and tried to shatter me

to pieces or driven me insane.

Saved me from dying long time

ago when I felt nothing but pain

enough that everyday I used to

cut myself and also using poisons

little by little so I can die.

I am Wraith,

I am the other side

of the person who host

the body with me.

I protect the soul and body

from destroying itself

or being driven insane

by other miserable humans

who try to harm it.

Yet if I can't even feed

myself on other human's

energy or emotions I feed

on the host itself.

I am the one who destroy

everything unless I am stopped.

Somehow I am more stronger

today.

Sometimes I loose the battle

and become dormant,

and Sometimes I win the battle

and become more active

and ready to cause chaos

Despair and destruction

Feeding what is rich with

emotions, sins, energy,

and Aura.

I will take over and

this life is taken too

If not it will be driven

by insanity and self destruction.

I am wraith and the other is called

Insanity Despair.

We are two in one.

Mirror of the soul.

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The Beautiful Death I will give you.
23:17 Apr 14 2012
Times Read: 591

The Beautiful Death I will give you.

In the morning I sleep

and in the night I am awake

The sunset has started and

For me to go hunting came.

Fresh blood I smell from youngsters

who want to have fun at night

and be lazy in the morning.

The youngsters who likes to sin

and others yet to experience the

night-life and loose their innocence

Its time to wear my clothes,

my body already is throwing

some pheromones for both genders.

Impossible to resist and yet I am the one

who lust for blood and that spicy taste

that will go down through my throat

once I sink my fangs into their skin.

I don't only take their blood

but also make sure to please

them sexually.

The more high they are aroused

the more tastier their blood becomes.

Come to me and let me take

your blood and innocence.

you won't feel anything but pleasure

and small linger of pain that

becomes beautiful death

with no regrets.

Your time has come

come to me, come,

I am calling you

cause your blood

been calling me to have it.

Your body been calling for

lust and pleasure.

Let me give you

one very honourable death

that will be nothing but a

great gift.

Mirror Of The Soul

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A Chain of Memories
04:06 Apr 08 2012
Times Read: 606

These memories that I hold so dear

The links created, year after year

They are my own

They are the chains that bind

This path I wander is my own

Upon this scarlet land I roam

The chains I carry, make me fall

I search the sky, I hear life's call

The key, a whisper in my ear

A haunting song I cannot hear

I am consumed and do not see

My freedom, not so far from me

A deadly cycle, I fall through

The information, always new

I know the answers

And yet my eyes are shut

The chains called choice, they bind my hands

Am I a boy? Or be I man?

I rise again, but do I plan to fall?

A chain of memories, but that is all they are.

My feet, cemented to the ground

The sands of time, they do surround

The gift of sight, I choose to use

This stone is but dirt beneath my feet

The chains that bind, they are not real

Stark reality, so much we feel

Bindings unreal, they can't be seen

We cannot be bound by handcuffs made of sand

The bindings loosed, the arms are free

The mind is open, eyes can see

A key discovered

The chains that bind are accessories by choice

The chains lay broken, time has passed

You gaze around, you free your mask

No longer do the bindings hold so strong

Time is a choice, but nothing lasts forever

Upon the broken bonds you gaze

They weren't so strong, you stand amazed

The strength of sand created by your mind

They were your choice, they were not mine

The chain of memories, the chains consume

Your time has flown, its left the room

You need not be a captive to your thoughts

Emotional sandstorm, a clear mind is needed to break the bonds

Alas, upon this dune I stand

The chains are broken, made by man

Your memories free, the future calls

No longer must the truth remain a whisper

A lesson learned, the time has come

Manacles beaten, no need to run

With confidence, your legs you may extend

The time has come, to carry on

The bindings that may hold you fast

The frustrations felt, may be your last

The mind does not bind with carnal rope

Memories treasure, they need not be, your chains.

by Enchained

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